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what an interseting weekend..
friday-hung around my house all night.. talked to ty forevver =) i talked to ash to that night and we planed to hang out.
Satuday-watched michigan cream emu.. then got a call from ash wanting to no if i wanted to go to the block party on my grandmas street.. soo where i use to live.. and i was like hell yeah cuz the block partys are sweet soo i got ready talked to my sister about it.. then went to my sisters dads house for my sister stephanies birthday.. we orderd pizza and stuff then i got drove to the block party.. hung out with ashley and chee.. i got to see Lauren,Dannielle,Tim,Kyle,Billy.. all the ppl that use to go to my school n stuff we all hung out it was sweet i had fun.. the night was crazy fun! im glad i came!
iv been doin pretty good.. schools going good i guess.. im workin on keepin good grades and makin new friends.. i stared drivers ed last monday i should have my permit in the beggining of october =) yeah its about time.. im pretty sure im going to my homecomming. its on oct 1st.. comming up soon!
iv been talkin to this guy Ty.. i like him.. were kinda dating =)hes comming to my home comming.. well at least i hope soo if he can get a ride.me and dave are over.. that didnt work out.. no way of contact when hes in childrens village.. soo that sucks he doesent even no it yet.. but ohh well i cant wait around ne more =/ nick decides he doesent wanna talk to me no more which is frikin stupid i didnt even do ne thing and i guess its something jenn told him.. yeah well fuck them.. i dont even care about that ne more. i reallly like Ty.. hes the cutest thing and he makes me smile =)i hope this one works!!
well other then that i havent been doin much.. just hangin out busy with school and drivers ed.. i dont get home till like 5:45 everyday.. it sucks!! im really excited for next weekend cuz i think im hanging out with Ty =)
well i got to get in the shower.. Tiffany kovacs is comming over to give me my pictures and maybe talk for a lil then i got to get my stuff over at laurens and then probally go home..
peace out
<3 Always
Tiffany Nicole Demoss
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well i had a fun weekend at ashleys.. to bad its over!
im at my grandmas right now waiting for my sister to pick me up.
friday-went to ashleys around 9 at night.. hung out played rummy all night..
saturday-went to the mall, that was fun it was forever seince iv been to a mall! then i went and babysitted with ash.
Sunday-went to my grandmas,had dinner there. then we picked up chealse and had a fun night.. cannyon came over with 2 HOTTT guys. it was fun!
today im just hangin out.. probally not doing anything.
Tomarrow i think im going up to my school to inroll and stuff.
ahh this is the last week till i start school. that blows! my summer really went to waste!!!
soo im done talking to nick.. im glad i found that out.
me and dave are good i got 2 cute letters from him that i love! i miss him soo much and i cant wait to see him in september! im sooo mad he has to be in that shity place!!! i <3 him 7*30*05 forever
im glad i got to get away from the house and have a fun weekend!
i miss my friends sooooo much!!!
Jenny,Tiffany,Jennie,Alyssa,Jessie,kevin,nick.
i cant wait till i talk/see you guys! i<3 you!
well im out for now...
<33 Always
Tiffany Nicole
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well im at my older sisters house again.. im gonna get my hair cut today and hopefully highlighted but i dunno.
i REALLLY miss my friends and family(my dads side)
iv been pretty frusterated.. just having to sit around the house allll day while my sisters at work.
i want to be able to see my friends and do stuff...
soo alot off things have been going threw my head.. i really dont no what to do..maybe thursday will help.
yeah i dont no about dave ne more.. well see about that.. i still like him and miss him alot but i just dont no about this..
i really really miss nick..i feel like i just need to make some kind of clossur or something i dunno.. i STILL like him and i dont no why.. its driving me nuts and i cant get it off my mind untill i talk to him..
i get to go to ashleys today to get my stuff from there im pretty excited for that!!! i get to see my lil cousinss awwwwwwww =)'
i think my older sister is taking me to get some vans today soo thats sweet!!
i talked to my grandma last week and we had a good convo.. i was happy about that.. i told her i loved her and stuff like that and im really worried about her cuz shes being tested for lung cancer and stuff.. soo i wanna spend time with her soo i no we can get along and have a good time cuz if something happens to her i dunno if i could forgive myself only because of are bad timess and how i treated her.. soo hopefully i can spend time with her.
i go back to school the 29th and im hoping i go to kimbell but me and my sister drove by it the other day and let me tell you its HUGGGEEEEE!!!! like reallly really big!! its going to b crazy
im gonna start looking for jobs this week.. hopefully i get one!
well i miss my firends!!!!! i cant wait till i can see them!!
Tiffany and Kevin- we will deff hang out as soon as i can!!! i cant wait to see you guys even tho i dont no when that will be..
well im out
<33 Always
Tiffany Nicole Demoss
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well its been a while...
its feel soo good to b out of that place.. O.C.C.V (Oakland County Childrens Village)
i was in there from June 15th to August 3rd.. not fun.. i was there for neglect but my actios led me there.. i spent my time there learning from my mistakes and working on some goals, meeting cool people and being frusterated. I'v learned alot and became a better person. that place is not fun at all u had to go to bed at 9 well i got to go to bed at 10 cuz i was upper level, we had to get up at 8:30 and i had to go to summer school there witch we would have to get up at 7. it was a pretty stricked place. the place is really a lock up for juvinials and theres program buildings there and a shelter care building witch is where i was. it was hard and i cant even belive i made it threw. iv became soo strong and iv changed soo much. i will not touch drugs or alcohol. im going to go to school get my grades back, get a job and move on with my life. im putting my past behind me. i now live with my sister kim in Royal Oak. im probally going to go to Kimbell High school. i cant call anyone or anything for a while i cant hang out with any of my friends for a while either. my sister wants to b able to trust me fully b4 i do so she nos i wont b making the same mistakes i did in the past. i can live threw that. This is all for the better.. i meet alot of people there and alot of friends i will stay in contact with and well i also kinda got a boyfriend in O.C.C.V he was in my building and i really liked him, we had alot in common. we started going together july 30th but i dont no if it will last cuz he has to go to a program for running away i think.. im gonna write him and will see what happens.
i wanna tell everyone that i miss you guys soooo much and i will get to see u soon! i hope
iv grown alot and become a better person.
luv always
Tiffany Nicole Demoss
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shiitt well shits fucked uo and im sooo sick of it.
i went to court yesterday and it had to of been the gayest thing ever.. they were gonna take me away yesterday and take me to childrens village till they found a foster home cuz i dont have a place to live then my aunt felt bad and said i cold stay with her till they get kicked out witch i respected and was very thankfull but now today her and ashley got into a fight and it was a big one and she just randomly says shes gonna call the people tomorrow to come get me because i said ONE thing during the fight and its bullshit cuz iv been busting my ass for her to make her happy and then i get shit on like always she says shes has to much pressure and shit witch is bullshit cuz its fucking called working out your problems not give up on that and she needs to relize what shes doing. im not that bad of a kid the only thing i have a problem with is smoking weed but u no what soo many ppl do it and when family members r giving it to me wtf do u expect me to do. its succh fucking bullshit my family wont even try with me. i seriously dont no what to do ne more really i dont. i never thought things would get this bad ever... and im not just trying to blam other ppl for my mistakes i no what i did wrong and theres nothing i can d about it now but for my OWN family to give up on me is just sicking i dont even no what to think i cant belive it. i use to b such a good kid i use to get 3.5 n 3.6's in school i use to have respect and acually want to b somebody till all this shit happenss in my life. i mean my mom dies when im 9 then i move in with my aunt and she decides to kick me out for no reason and i was on like 12 then i move in with my gradma witch was pure hell i had to deal with my grandama and grandpa geting a devorce where it made me feel like it was my fult then my grandma is just crazyy like no joke shes lost it and its sad cuz that where all the bad things happen where i fuck p my life because i had no guidance, disaplin or support from her, where i then meet the wrong ppl in stevenson and start smoking weed and then i get hurrased tehre and i stop going to school soo i could have some help i wanted ppl to no that i wasent happy and i guess thats what i had to do cuz then everyone jumps on my ass to help me to then i find katherins (tiffany updikes dads girlfriend) and she wanted to help me and i loved it there i went to farmington high school and i felt loved for once then my aunt dies from up north and then i fuck up n smoke weed then get drug tested and fail sooo katherine kicked me out and u no im not even going into detales with all thiis soo then i have no place to live and i went to ashleys and then all this happends with court n stuff..
im sorry im really not looking for simpathy, im just venting so if u dont like it dont read but i really just wanna no wtf WHY ME?!?! what have i done soo wrong.. i want my mom back thats all i can say theres not a day that goes by where i dont think about her. i want her back soooo bad then none of this would of happend. i miss her soo much
they say things happen for a reason but honestly i cant find ne reasonings for this.. i dont understand and i never will
i honesly dont no whats going to happen to me or where im gonnna go but i just pray for things to b ok and to work out i dont wanna go to a foster home i really dont, i wanna b with my family and im willing to change. i can only hope for the best.
this is prolly the last entry for a looonngg time but maybe not i really dont no.
i love all my friends tho
and ashley i love u soo much, just b stong i no u can make it i no u can i love u sooo soo much and cannyon is a keeper.. give him a chance.
yeah and the pistons r losing by like 5 FUCKING A
im out fuckers
call me 248*698*3717
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shiiitt last night was crazzyyy!!
i hung out with natalie, ash, sara,chelse and brittany.
we went to the st marys fair then went to 2 partyys and had a greatt time.
i barly rmember.
court dae june 8th for me and there gonna tel me where there gonna put me and i really hope ashleys mom will let me live with them otherwise i dont no whats gonna happen cuz i will not let some fuckers take me away.
i miss everyone sooo much.
thank god im havin great times.
Tiffany are u like not alloud to talk to me ne more or what?? whats going on? i miss you.
i wanted to go to tech fest but it doesent look like thats gonna happen. just maybe another night of the fair and shit
alfonso and amber broke up like 3 days after they were going out i guess how gay.. i liked him man but not ne more onlyy cuz i dont go to farmington ne more =(
im glad im talking to him again now. it makes me happy!
well im out noting else to say
if u wanna talk to me u can call me at ashleys 248*698*3717
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hey its jenn, im writing an entry for tiffany cuz she cant go on the inernet
"so this really sucks, i have like no place to live but ive been staying at ashleys the last couple of weeks and i havent been going to school which really sucks, because i made up a shitload of work for nothing. yeah my familys isnt here for me at all and there trying to send me away to a all girl school or boarding school, so i dont know what im going to do...i havent talked to anyone because i dont have my cell phone with all my numbers, or cuz i dont have the inernet and i really miss everyone. but if you miss me & wanna talk to me call me at ashleys.
tiffany - dude i really REALLY miss you & i can't believe katherine did this to me, i really need to talk to you so call me ASAP! & BE MEAN TO KATHERINE EVERY CHANCE YOU GET! love you and miss you!!!:( CALLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEE
~ ASHLEYS NUMBER ~ *248* 698 3717
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well im fucking done.
i got kicked out of katherines house because she thinkin im smoking wweed like everyday witch is compleat bullshit cuz i stopped doing that shit.
soo i really dont no what to do.. im soo upseat iv been crying since like 9:00 last night. im not eating. my familys trying to put me in a all girl fucking home and let me tell u thats not going to fucking happen ill b dead b4 that happens.
well now its either my sisters or pertective servises..
FUCKKINNGG A
WTF AM I GONNA DO..
im freaking out
im a mess
i wanna die
i wanna leave this place
i cant belive this..
why me?
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my saturday was amazing and eventfull..
me n ash went and saw amityville horror then we walked around fountain walk then went to cold stone then we walked over to 12 oaks i got a pair of pants at american eagle then we went back to my grandmas then we went out to dinner with some of the family then we went to bora bora and it was my first time there and they didnt card me and it was sweet as fuck. then we came back to my granmdas and i packed some of my stuff then we got tipsssyy haha ohh man it was crazy we did some crazy ass shit..
haha i love u ash i had soo much fun
today i went to brunch with my family it was sooo yummy but i ate wayy to much.. blahhh
i didnt get to go to the cematryy :( but im gonna go on tuesday..
i fell more at home at katherines now i have alot of my stuff and my hamsters :)
im sooo fucking stoked for friday im going to the gc concert with ash.natalie and chealse its gonna b swweeeetttt yeah yeah yeah i no its the gc concert but its free so w/e
This is for you mommy,
Happy Mothers Day
i no ur in heaven right now loooking down on me wishing u were hear and let me tell u i could wish ne more harder that u were here.. i remember on mothers day, me n stephanie would make u breakfest and make u cards and banners all over the house.. i remember it like it was yesterday. well that has chaged i now make prays to u. i write to u hoping u can hear me. today is gonna b a hard day for me, ur not here and thats the thing. i feel like just making u breakfest even tho ur not here i feel like making those cards and maybe u could see them. i always wonder how ur doing in heaven. what u think about, what u do day to day. ur on my mind 24/7 i wish u didnt have to leave me i wish u were here mommy beacuse now im not complete i dont have u and that leaves me empty. i love u mom and i hope ur having a good day in heaven. <3
well thats all for now..
<33
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sooo he has a girlfriend... :'( this REALLY sucks.. and the thing is shes soooo ugly and shes like goth.. i no im not much better cuz im not at all but i no i liked him more then she did.. soo i found out at like the end of 7th hour and it was just soo shocking he was the one to tell me too cuz im stupid and asked if he liked the girl and he said he was going out with her as of friday.. :( i wanted to cry.. i just looked the other way then i went on the bus and i cryed.. everyone was giving me hugs n stuff aww there soo nice. then i came home and cryed :( i was in the worse mood yesterday
well then i went to some family dinner with Tiffany cuz she wanted me to go with her and man i tell u she can always brighten up ur day.. haha her familys crazyyy haha i swar there had to b something in those brownies haha.. soo bagels and cream cheese 1030 haha i had a ok time then i was just exussted and i came home listend to music and went to bed.. yeah fun i no.. but im trying to just lay low for a bit soo i dont get into ne trouble cuz i cant fuck up this time.. soo i dont really wanna b around the ppl that smoke weed right now and all the stuff soo yeah
i dont no what im doing today.. im ganna go back to my old house i think and get some of my stuff then i might go to the mall later im not sure..
Tomorrows mothers day.. worse day ever.. i hate it cuz it just makes me think of her of corse and i get soo sad its a very hard day for me soo i dunno whats gonna happen..
soo my dads side of the family are complete ass holes to me and im soo sick of it it hurts my feelings soo much they dont even include me in things ne more they want like nothing to do with me and there changing the fucking locks to the house because they think i made a cooppy of the key and when my grandmas out of town or something they think im gonna go throw a praty or something its bullshit im done if thats how there gonna b then fine i wont have ne thing to do with them and they wont have to put up with me ne more witch is something i didnnt want but it looks like it has to b that way cuz there fucking ass holes.
ohh and my grandma decided to turn off my phone till it gets transferd into katherines name witch i dont no when thats gonna happen. w/e fucking A soo now i dont have a fucking phone.. BULLSHITT
well thats all 4 now
leave me some comments <33
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of corse he likes someone else =/ im sooo sad about that.. i really did like him... n the thing that really sucks was i was right there over listing his convo on the bus with some girl about how this one girl likes him and now he likes her too and everyones like u should ask her out.. and then theres me siting like 2 seats up wanting to cry... see he doesent no i like him and i dont no if i should tell him or just let it go. what do u guys think??
this sucks.. i swar i give up on guys.
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nothing else has really been going on..
my weekend kinda sucked
i gotta go to court tomorrow w/katehrine for the gardianship stuff but i dont no if shes even doing gardianship ne more shes gonna do something else.. i duno
i have to get drug tested monthly i belive..
it effing sucks!! this weekend shall b my last time maybe not even that
i really like farmington high
i have alot of friend haha
its sweet
i loath stevenson
ohh and no one ever comments ne more.. :(
well im out. call the cell if u need me
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man i hate liking guys.. i havent liked ne one in so long till now and i hate it. its just bullshit.. cuz i dont no if he likes me back i dont no what he thinks.. i cant get him off my mind witch drives me nuts and it kinda makes me sad.. kinda wish i didnt like ne one but i really cant help it.. this time i hope it works out.. will see
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make a list of your regrets throughout your high school life.
freshmen year
1.not keeping my grades up
2. meeting the wrong ppl
3. starting to smoke weed..
4. drinkin alcohol, falling down the stairs and going to the hospital from it
5. being depressed
6. caring to much what ppl thought of me at stevenson
7. losing 2 best friends
8. the x
sophmore year
1. being disrespectfull to my grandma when i lived with her
2. not puttin ne effort into school
3. took to much of my time with bitches that wernt worth it
4. smoking lots of weed
7. getting cought smoking weed.
8. not going to school for the hole 3rd quarter
9. not having a bf
10. being depressed.. but im not ne more
11. being to self concious.. but im not to bad now
12. not being able to say goodbye to my aunt b4 she died :(
thats it i think..
wonder whats there to come..
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well things are better with the drug test thing.. i dont think im getting one.. thank god
thank god todays friday! although i cant do ne thing till after 6 cuz i have to go to some gay appt.
tomorrows my nephews b-day party so i dont no if i cant do ne thing tomarrow either =/
sOoOoO im starting to like someone here at farmington.. alot
i dont no what to do about it.. its ssooo not like me.. only some ppl no what im talking about..
i wanna tell him.. but i dont no how =/
hmm yeah i duno
call me if u wanna do soemthing..
<3 Tiffany
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I CANT FUCKING BELIVE THIS.
i have to get a drug test!
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im sOoOoOoOooO fucked if i dont pass..
ill have to move out i think..
im soo stupid
but i swar i dont with stupid shit such as drugs.
on another note..
im getting tanner :) my 2 weeks is over on thursday :(
i had an awsome weekend hangin out with jessie,tiffany,travis,scott,kevin,lauren um i dont even remember haha it was amazing!
schools goin pretty good! i have a mad cruch on a kid named john to bad i cant have him haha im kinda starting to like someone else too..
i miss talkin to jenn =/
i wanna hang out with nick
i cant wait for tiff to b ungrounded
and i cant wait for the weekend!
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lets pray i pass this test...
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wells schools been goin pretty good! WAY BETTER THEN STEVENSON!! oh in just soo many ways.
i seriously dont no what to write now i use to have alot to say till i got really pissed off.
it doesent look like im going to the eminem concert and iv been waiting for this FOREVER im really upset about that like really. my friday night sucked. me n tiff had nothing to do. i need to find more friends hah
noo im fine tho things have acually been going really good. i never imagined things to ever get this good. things r finally going uphill insted of down and its a really good feeling.. i duno but its just soo crazy that katherine came at the time she did, right when i needed her. im ALOT happyer and ALOT more possitve and just everything is pretty much better.
420 was amazing haha
i need a job soo damn bad! i cant stand not having my own money it drives me nuts cuz at my grandmas house i had money all the time and now i dont get much. its agravating.
i dont no what else to say
I REALLLY WANNA GO TO THE EMINEM CONCERT!!!
call me if u wanna do something this weekend 248*231*1132
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yesterday was a good day..
it was my first day at farmington high and it wasent half as bad as i thought it would b. let me tell u people are sooo much nicer there i cant even belive it. i already have someone to eat lunch with and pretty much everyone loved me. :) there soo nice to me there and i might not even have to take as much summer school as i thought i would :) i can tell things r gonna b good there! its sooooooooooooo much better then stevenson u wouldent even no. well my sister picked me n tiff up from school and took up back to katherines then me n tiff just kinda chilled then we went tanning. then after tanning i went to the Pistons game it was soo much fun! it was fan aprecation (cant spell) night and they were givin away stuff and they had all these drawings.. well all of a sudden jerzys started fallin from the celing and one came right to me and it was soo sweet i was soo excited cuz i NEVER get lucky like that so that made me happy. and on top of that the pistons were blowing the other team away the final score ended up being 99 to 67 or somthing. it was swweet and fun. ohh and katherine bought me dip n dots. :)
yeah things r going alot better and im soo happy im away from all the negativaty and bitchyness that my family brought on me. its just like something soo diffrent, i feel wanted and loved for once and its such a great feeling. ur gonna see me change completly.
soo i talked to tiffany kovacs today forever... ahh it was sweet i called to see if she had my photo album cuz it had alot of pictures of my aunt in it soo i wanted it cuz she just passes away. well we ended talking for like an hour and 15 mins just about like everything and were gonna try and hang out sometime soon :)
oh and my family= pretty gay at the moment. there calling me and alcoholic n shit and its kinda funny cuz im not even close to that.
well i dont think i have much more to say
im a lil upset that im home on a saturday night but i ended up running late with packin my stuff over at my grandmas house soo by the time i got back it was to late and i was sapsoe to go to jessies. ohh well.
im gonna go tho..
call my cell for plans or somethin 248*231*1132
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well im not soo upset ne more..
yesterday sucked ass thats all i gots ta say about that
today i went up to Farmington high to get my schedual the tour around that school all that fun stuff. tomorrows my first full day ahhh im soooo scared! but i can already tell its better then shs. they even got digital clocks. ha yeah after that i went tanning and i got 2 weeks unlimitad witch is sweet! i love going tanning.
i still kinda wanna b up north. i miss it already.
i miss my aunt beth soo much.
im frikin hungry
its a beautiful day man
i love it
i want a boy.
i might not have to take that much summer school witch is frikin sweeeet! farmington is really trying to help me out to like get me as much credits as possible. and i dont have to talk gym again witch i really should of had to cuz they do 8 weeks of swimming here and we only did 2 at shs and thats one of there requirements and they let me go witch is sweet! they have weird schedualing tho.. its called like block schedualing. its weird and they have 7 hours soo u get 3 alectives witch i think is better.
Tomorrow.. first day at farmington and im going to the pistons game :)
i think things will b just fine.
im gonna go tho call me if u wanan do something 248*231*1132
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well im still up north.. im staying till wendsday.
its been pretty tuff here. when i got here on thursday and walked around the house i could just tell it wasent the same.. i just walked around with that lump in my throt trying not to cry.. friday was the funeral and it was really hard for me n everyone.. she didnt even look like aunt beth it was crazyy it was soo sad to see everyone else all upset like her husband and kids and everything man i cryed soooo hard when i was saying the final bye b4 they shut the casket it was soo sad... im gonna miss my aunt beth sooo much.. and i will always have the good memorys with her in my head. she was such a great person and she lifted soo many hearts and she always made me feel loved and special and i never had that. i love being up north its just soo much better then down state.. soo much peacefuller and everything i deff think im commin here for collage.
i have been really upset lately and stessed out... i have alot on my hands right now with my aunt diying to this hole moving thing and starting at a new school soon and just my family makin me feel like shit and not wanted.
my family well mostly my grandma and sometimes other ppl to just have been makin me feel like shit and not wanted. i dont no what it is.. if its cuz of like me moving or what but its really getting me upset i dont get why they have to b like that and i dont even do ne thing ne more.. and me movin in with katherine is prolly gonna b hard to now i just dont no.. iv been pretty down its so hard when u lose a loved one and then have all this other shit too. im soo sick of like my family treating me like this and they there acussing me of smoking weed in the hotel and in this trailer thing at my aunts house with ashley and my twin like 12 year old cousins that i would NEVER think about doing with them. its bullshit and im fuckin sick of it!! and they think i smoke ciggerettes witch i deff dont. and they sit tehre and talk about kinda wispering when i can hear them and are right by them and iv been trying to b good and stay calm cuz its no time to b fighting but seriously come on u no im gonna get pissed when there sitting there talkin shit about me and saying ohh well we dont have to deal with it ne more its like me moving means they dont care ne more or something and it really does hurt me.. i want to stay up north forever.
im stessed.
my aunts being baried tuesday
thats gonna b tuff
:(
today i hung out with katie here that was fun.
the weather has been nice up here.. shockingly
i love u aunt beth.
and i havent talked to like ne of m friends and i miss them! u can still call me on my cell up here soo call me!! Tiffanys grounded for a LONG time and im pissed!! gerr
i dont no
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ill talk to u guys later
<3 Tiffany
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well im leaving today to go upnorth.. for my aunts funeral.. :(
this is going to b soo hard.
and this 8 hour car ride wont b fun!
but ahh w/e
i should b back saturday if not the latest sunday
i think im starting school monday =o
im scared about that
im loving the wether weve been having!
i cant wait till summer.. although i have to take summer school and drivers ed and i want a job.. i dunno
but i got to go pack..
talk to u all saturday
<33
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[05 Apr 2005|08:26pm] |
i just got a call from Ashley..
Aunt Beth Died.. :(
R.I.P Aunt Beth. you were such a great person and i will never forget you.
you will always be in my heart..
hey keep my mom company for me!
i love u always!
:(
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